Sunday, December 20, 2020

WHY IS THIS SO HARD?

 I have been on this journey to lose weight for years.  The pages of this digital diary certainly keeps better track than I do right now.  It has been arduous!!!!


Actually let be honest, at least with myself.  I have not been consistent.  Again,  the evidence is obvious from the gaps between posts in this diary.  I have been lazy and unintentional in my efforts.  I really want to lose weight and be healthier but I don't understand why I am unwilling to do the work. Every success story I have heard has in common these things - Consistency and Effort.  A big sigh here if I can.  


Okay, I am finished for today with the why I have not and am ready to focus on the why I can and I should.  I want to look good but it is so much more than that.  I want to feel great on the inside.  I want to know each day that I was intentional in my self care routine.  I want to be an example for others that taking care of your health is rewarding and needed.  I want to be the girl that does not shrink back just because something is hard.    I want to live out the I can do all things through Christ verse that i quote so often to others.  


Dear God,

It's me again in need of your strength and help.  I know that I need to make some changes regarding my health and  I know enough to know that I am not able to do what it takes on my own.  I need you Father.  Please help me to make a change for the better, to be consistent and intentional about my self care.   Thank you Lord in advance for your help, in Jesus' name, Amen.


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